Five months later, after returning to her old life: stripping, living with her old boyfriend, and using with him and their friends, sheas making a decision to get clean. When Monica was a young child, the pastor of the church she and her family attended, allegedly molested her over a 5-year period. When she was 18, she told her family what happened. Her accusations have never been confirmed and since the offense took place so long ago, Monicaas parents cannot bring suite against the pastor. Her parents believe this explains her many years of drug abuse.